Sorry

I'm sorry that we'll never be the same
I'm sorry I couldn't let go
After one year I still wonder
If that can be us again
But you'll never know

I'm falling deeper, I'm drowning
I still wonder if it was all taken for granted
Slipping away like sand between your hands
I had wished I could turn back and make things better
[Who really wants that?]
I wish I was there for you like you were there for me
Not only once, but twice.
I felt terrible, I felt awful, but that was me long ago.
I've grown up, and I've become more observant
But you'll never know

I wish I knew what to say
And I'm afraid
Every opportunity there is I either back down or something stands in the way
Should it really be that way?
Maybe it's because of all people it would be coming from me.
I felt like a fool , but haven't we all?
The best thing was just letting go.
Deeper down the road I've gone through so much, I've seen too much and it's felt like a slap in the face.
But you'll never know

Looking back now I know at this point I'm better off
We may not see eye to eye
But I can only hope we'll always be there for each other in the long run
Not only us but for our brothers and sisters as well
I still think, and I still wonder, because it will always be there
But I'm not sorry